[ Also probably has to do with how his imagination summoned up this as a possibility. So he's been bracing himself for just about anything up until now... heh... ]
You don't have experience with Changes of Hearts, so it's understandable that you haven't encountered anything like this. I'm going into what's referred to as a Mental Shutdown, I believe.
I admittedly don't know a ton about those, but I do recall a mention of some going into a coma before death.
Essentially, I'm- going to lose all will to go on. It's kind of like ... rotting to death ... from where a figurative heart used to be, I guess.
[ There's more bitterness. ]
To be perfectly honest, I think this is probably the most fitting death I ever could have been given.
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Date: 2019-03-19 09:37 am (UTC)You don't have experience with Changes of Hearts, so it's understandable that you haven't encountered anything like this. I'm going into what's referred to as a Mental Shutdown, I believe.
I admittedly don't know a ton about those, but I do recall a mention of some going into a coma before death.
Essentially, I'm- going to lose all will to go on. It's kind of like ... rotting to death ... from where a figurative heart used to be, I guess.
[ There's more bitterness. ]
To be perfectly honest, I think this is probably the most fitting death I ever could have been given.